Sometimes, i like to think we're not all selfish.

That maybe beyond ambitions and dreams, we won't let the obsession get the best of us. It's funny though, why is it we find it harder to sacrifice what we never needed before, for the sake of what we really need.

We all have that one person in our lives we wished we had never let go, the one that got away. And all so often, we do, looking at it as something unavoidable, something fate had rolled a dice on way before we saw it coming. What's even stranger, we pretend waking up from the episode 'as a lesson learned' and aced it the best way we can. Really...how do we 'ace' from a 'lesson' like that when we quit the class? i know i definitely didn't pass with flying colours. i used to hate myself for living the past.

Quoting special people i've met, and allowed myself to lose her. i always had the frame of mind that if i were anywhere close to who and how they are/were, i was defeated; that they managed to rub off abit of her on me, and i was the loser for still carrying the essence of them with me. i ran. Constantly, i ran from my past. acknowledging everything that happen as a romanticised strategic tragedy. You know us dreamers...self-loathing narcissist.

-LaNz-

Name : Azlan Ahmad
Age : 24
Status : Single
My Career : Technical Support
Study Course : Computer System
Life Style : Totaly Nerd
Current Residence: Damansara
Hometown : Sungai Petani,Kedah